Christmas
Saturday, December 26, 2009 / 5:51 PM
my christmas was fucking crappy like seriously i emoed the whole day and i really feel sorry for my relatives who camefrom malaysia coz i didnt really spend the time with them . ahh . the feeling of waiting for someone sucks coz u wait and wait but she doesnt get the hint . sucks . its almost gonna be a year now . i guess i will just keep waiting and i will push . pray until something happens haha . i am sorry jesus . i shud have been happy and a little enthu on ur birthday i guess but i wasnt because of this person . i am really sorry :) i guess i will be happier during new year i hope .this year has been more of downs than ups for me but i shall not complain because most of the downs are done by me . i dont blame god . i will just thank him for giving me an awesome family and great friends .i just hope she gets the hint that i really like her :) ahh this feeling sucks . i think alot of ppl go through this at one point of their life i guess . well i just shall wait haha . merry christmas everyone . :):)
